As nomads go, I am not really one - but as far as settlers go, I am not one of those either. Surely not, and as I move from house to house, couch surfing, or more closely, guest room surfing - i oft enjoy it and i am often reluctant about it!
There is a large world outside my walls and there is an intimate world within the four walls that people build around themselves, and it is a mixed-pleasure to get acquainted with it, knowing that it is only for a short time, not long left now..
On the flip-side, the settler in me wonders what it would be to finally FINALLY put my furniture down - as an Apartment Therapy enthusiast who had (some mild) withdrawl symptoms when Young House Love came to an abrupt end - a part of me cannot imagine anything nicer than having art hung on the walls!! Tho, dreams don't come without misgivings as I am sure part of me wouldn't know where to hide, knowing that this is IT! For as far as mind can imagine into time, there is going nowhere else - till suddenly, when I would have gotten used to it, perhaps, it might come to an end.
and so in conclusion, i don't know if life doesn't change often enough or it changes more often than is good - and i don't know what would please me, anyway...
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